Thursday, April 12, 2007

I'm changing the blog. New title. More freedom.

I'm all about dialogue. I hate lectures, I hate lecturing. Give me feedback, or give me death.

When I started this blog, I thought that it would be a fun little place to kinda let just a little part of me that never gets to come out and play, come out and play. So, you got to see some of the things that I really don't normally talk about.

Then you talked back.

So, now, I feel like maybe I should stop stiffling the more real parts of me. Thank goodness - I was starting to feel a little schitzo. And maybe there's a reason that normally I keep part of me a little more hidden and under wraps. Some of you didn't seem to like it very well.

So... it's all about the dialogue, the relationships. Let's have one.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

one long day

I'm tempted to tell you about my day, about the carpet cleaners and the chemicals and my wife having an allergic reaction, about work, or my dog, or what I got for Christmas. But no. Go read Joe Blow's Blog - we all do pretty much the same shit over the holidays.

I'm just plain bored with everything. I need to read more. I've got 3 books I'm reading now - well, one of them I just keep in the bathroom and read when I'm in there. I've read it like 3 times now - it's a book comparing worldviews. I started a new book 2 days ago about how to achieve better thinking - my ex got it for me off my Amazon wish list. I started one last night on Christianity, but don't know much about this book yet. Other books that currently circulate through my hands include the Seven Habits book, a book full of interviews with people who talk about their sex lives, a co-dependency book, and technical books related to my job.

So, I'm bored. I don't have enough time to read, and sometimes what I'm reading bores me. Even pictures of plump naked women are starting to get boring. It's like the world is going black-and-white. No, that's not fair. I like Ansel Adams. I love b&w photography - especially of naked women and big dicks. There's just something extremely beautiful about the naked woman - but not necessarily what I call the "cookie-cutter" woman that we've been brainwashed into thinking is the way women should look. Gimmie a real woman anyday. Rubinesque. Heh, thinking about women like that isn't boring - just their pictures are.

Well, I'll snap out of it soon, I'm sure. It's all about good thinking.